The more I discover myself, the more I realize my differences. We all share similarities, but it is our differences that makes us unique. I remember having hurt feelings because of being misunderstood, but I then realize how unique I really am. I realized I am not meant to be understood by everyone, and in fact I am not like everyone. I’ve learned to focus and to embrace my individuality, because it is I who makes a huge difference in others lives, as well as my own. I am learning that in order for me to succeed, I have to be my truest self. I am not a salesperson, and I am not here to convince you on what you already know. I am here to guide, I am here to help heal, but I am NOT here for you. I am here to witness your growth, see you reach your highest potential, but still I am not here for you. I am here to celebrate you. To see what you can achieve while you’re reconnecting to your truest self, but still I am not here for you. I am here to serve you, but I am not your servant.

I guess that’s where the confusion lies. People have certain expectations, and once I do something different I look at them like well what did you expect? As much as I love people, I love my alone time. As much as I want to help people, I crave my own freedom. I realize I can attract controlling individuals, and all I want is to be free being me. I am not here for anyone to control me, and I am not here to control anyone for my own personal gain. I gain satisfaction by seeing people build up their courage. I gain satisfaction by seeing others making a difference with themselves and with the world. We desperately need it. Change, but only for the better. The world can be an ugly place, but as long as you know your place you can live without the worlds mistakes. Why are you here? What brings you to this point?? I am here to discover my differences and to represent those differences to the world. We can live a peaceful and honest life if that’s what we choose. We forget the power we hold and succumb to the dump around us in this shitty world. It depends how you look at it though. Is your world as beautiful as you paint it out to be? or is your world full of fakes and phonies? I realized the more I dig into my spiritual well being, the more I am not of this world that we live in. Yes it has its perks, but nothing that we can take with us. Yes the world has some good in it, but oftentimes it is to ignore the bad.

I am not here for you, but I’m not here for me either. You have to discover your why, your purpose because we all have something to fear, but that doesn’t mean to live in fear. Live in hope, because the world desperately needs it. Hope. We can’t make it make sense, but we can fix it. We just have to fix ourselves. The world desperately needs healing, but it can’t heal itself. We must learn to heal ourselves, and allow the healing to spread. That’s how we can make a positive change.

Affirmation:

I am not here for you, or for myself, but I’m here to lead by example by showing there’s a better way to love and live.