I can’t be what you want me to be, and you couldn’t be what I needed. It broke my heart. It’s not like we expect bad things to happen when there were good times. But that didn’t last very long. We both needed to work on some things & these things had nothing to do with each other. The journey must be done alone sometimes, and people will come in and out of your life. It doesn’t matter who they are, they can leave, come back, or may never come back. It all depends on where the journey takes you, or them. But you cannot force it, relationships don’t work out for a reason. And if it did, it wouldn’t be so complicated. I can’t be what you want me to be. I’m not that person. You want a YESman, someone who will do whatever it is you want them to, someone who agrees with you and doesn’t see what you do, a follower, an overachiever of a giver. That’s not me. I will call you out when you’re wrong, but I will still hug and love you to show my support.

I am not your YESman, and I am not your NOman. I am a HUman, and if something feels a certain way to me I am not going to ignore it. Your expectations of me is below me, I am not your follower, nor an overachiever of a giver. I was once, but no longer will I allow you to treat me like I am. You couldn’t be what I needed. Someone to hug and love while showing me support. You were fogged by your “limitations” behaving from a one track mind. I didn’t need a YESman, but here you are being a NOman. I needed another HUman, someone to feel with me, someone to really understand me. I couldn’t expect you to be something you’re not, that was below me, and yet I still understood you. What do you expect? When we’re not aligned with our divine selves, how can we be aligned with those who are? How can we thrive together when we don’t have the same track mind?

Affirmation

I am letting go of all expectations, even the one’s I have with myself. I am human and will not work out of pressure, but out of purpose and pleasure.