I am recovering for having so much anger inside me.

All I ever wanted was to be loved the way I love.

I was fighting your demons to get to you, but all it did was bring out the demons in me.

Why does love have to be difficult, when all I ever wanted was for us to be free.

They say if you love someone let them go, but what happens when love turns into hate?

Let yourself go…..

I can only love you as deep as I love myself, but you don’t love me because deep down you hate yourself.

I loved you more because of the compassion I had, but now the compassion has turned into anger.

I have so much anger inside. I notice how it disrupts my focus.

I’ve become short, everything and everyone annoys me.

I’ve been working on compassion, and the more I create the more I can let go of my anger.

I needed to let you go, so I can find myself again.

So much anger inside, but it is because I cared so much.

How can you ever treat someone so poorly after all the love they gave you?

Other people may find this hard to swallow, but indeed it is true.

I loved a lot of people from my past, only so they can hurt me.

Disappointed by their actions, only so I can try to fix them.

The never-ending cycle of love and hate, but when does it stop?

When will they love me for me?

When will they do right by me?

I got tired of being angry all the time, but then realized I was just a sad little girl.

All I ever wanted was to be loved the way I love.

You can’t expect anyone to love you if they don’t love themselves.

You’ll only become disappointed, angry that the relationship you have with others are mostly one-sided.

Why does it have to be this difficult?

Why can’t people simply love and help each other grow?

It is not their destiny to be on the same path as you, they found another route and the world is too big for a one-way road.

You can drive all you want, but there are plenty of stops along the way.

Get off when you feel the need to, but don’t stay on the ride, especially when it gets bumpy.

So much anger inside.

I realize my expectations were too big for those who loved too little.

My anger came from those expectations, only because I hold those within myself.

Looking back, I’m glad I had the courage to let go, it was the same courage I had to love.

I’m on my to love again. I feel my anger melting away.

I have a lot of anger inside, but once I freed myself from these expectations, I no longer dwell on the things or the people who can’t act right.

It’s all on them, and I am not responsible for how they love.

I can only be responsible for how I love, and who I give my love to.

Affirmation

I am compassionate and no longer allow anger to control my actions.