I remember being too nice.
But now, I remember how I felt played.
I’m getting back to being nice again.
But I am careful of who I am nice to.
I’ve become selective with my time.
I’m more aware of where my energy needs to go.
I remember loving hard.
But now, I know you can love and still let go.
I’ve come from a background where love is the ultimate compliment.
But I will no longer feel as if I didn’t accomplish sh*t.
I’ve learned love can come from many forms.
And it doesn’t mean everyone deserves it.
This also doesn’t mean to be hateful towards the ones who are hard to love.
I remember not giving myself that love.
But now, I make sure to do things I love, and create the love I want for myself and others.
I remember feeling lost.
Pleasing those around me, but not putting in the time to also please myself.
I will no longer put myself last.
I understand my empathetic tendencies.
But I also understand I can’t help everyone.
I remember feeling drained.
Exhausted from the environments around me.
But now, I understand what my feelings are telling me.
I remember not trusting myself.
But it was because I didn’t fully understand myself.
I will no longer allow people make me something I’m not.
I trust my intuition and love who I am and who I am becoming.
I remember some people saying, I miss the old you.
But now, I will no longer feed into their opinions of me.
I remember a lot of things, but will no longer allow it to control my life.
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